Damn Real!

my eyes!
my eyes... They are staring at yours!
and my ears are hearing your voice!

you're touching me,
you are next to me!

but I can't believe!

I can not cannot believe that you are here, 
while I am still in this killer killing pain!
and these tears are rolling down,
and this fire is burning within me!

if you are here,

then just tell me why I am still seeking for the peace,

this so crazily! 

no, you are not here!

coz you were are all I needed, 
you were are all my lost peace,
you were are the only one, who could can calms me down!

no, you are not here!

I am sure that this pain is real
but you are not real!

you are touching me! 
you are next to me!

but

no, you are not real!
just this pain is damn too real! 

Inelegant perhaps but it is how you felt but raw and powerful!