Looking back on 2012

I'm just looking back on the toughest year of my whole life. 
I have done my best in order to recover from my ordeals and to start a new life. 

試練から立ち直るため、そして新しい人生を始めるために最善を尽くしてきた。
Fortunately,I have lived through this year without any debt. 
This is my policy after paying back my university and car loan from when I was 33 years old. 
My policy is never borrowing money for a living.
If I need to borrow money in order to stay alive, I should give up on any sort of challenge. 
I haven't wanted to be a secretary for the past 16 years, but now I should change my mind. 
I’m going to accept my distiny to become a secretary for a living...perhaps.

僕は生活のために秘書になる運命を受け入れるだろう・・・たぶん。
It is my dream to be just like a tough guy, although my body isn't strong. 
I just need to focus on seeing what my real desire truly is.
Changing my country of residence? Being rich? Improving my social status? Moving overseas?
I don't know. Maybe I want whatever I want, whenever. 
Now is the time to find my true love, so that I may live my life as a human...maybe...

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There are many hardships in life.

人生には多くの困難があるでしょう。

Hope all goes well for you in the future.

将来、すべてうまくいくことを望んでいます。

Wish you luck! ^^

幸運を祈る！

生活の中にいろいろ苦難があるでしょう。未来にもっと嬉しいことがあるといいな。未来に頑張るよ

Looking back on 2012

I'm just looking back on the toughest year of whole my my whole life.

I had have done my best in order to recover (from my ordeals) and to find (it may be better to say start) a new life.

I have spent lived through this year without any debt.
This is my policy (これなに？what is your “policy”??) after finishing to payback paying back my school (もしかして意味は「大学」？do you mean university?) and car loan from when I was 33 years old.

If I need to rend borrow money to alive in order to stay alive, I should give up on any kind sort of challenge.

I haven't wanted to be a secretary for the past 16 years, but now I need should change my mind.

I will accept my new situation (この文の意味が分からない I don’t know what you mean) for the sake of my dream and purpose.

I just like tough guy and want to be, this is my dream,  It is my dream to be just like a tough guy, although my body isn't strong.

I just need to focus to see on seeing what is my real desire truly is.

Changing my country of residence? Being rich? Improving my social status? Going and living abroad? (you can also say moving overseas)

I don't know. Maybe I want whatever I want, whenever.

Now is the time to find my true love, so that I may live my life as a human...maybe...

There are many hardships in life. Hope all goes well for you in the future. Wish you luck! ^^ 生活の中にいろいろ苦難があるでしょう。未来にもっと嬉しいことがあるといいな。未来に頑張るよ

Look back 2012

I'm just looking back at the toughest year of my whole my life.

I have done my best in order to recover and to find a new life.

I have spent this year without debt.

This is my policy after finishing to paying backmy school and car loan from when I was 33 years old.

If I need to lend borrow money to alive live, then I should quit any that kind of challenge.

I haven't wanted to be a secretary for 16 years, but now I need to change my mind.

I accept my new situation for the sake of my dream and purpose.

I'm just like a tough guy and want to be. This is my dream, although my body isn't strong.

I just want to/have to/need to focus to see what is my real desire.

Changing my country/changing countries? Being rich? Taking on a status? Going or living abroad?

I don't know. Maybe I want whatever I want whenever.

Now is the time to find a true love to live (a human)...maybe...

Look back 2012

2012年を振り返る

I'm just looking back at the toughest year of my whole life. 
全人生の中で最もきつかった年を振り返っている。
I have done my best in order to recover and to find a new life. 
新しい人生を見つけ、生活を回復するために最善を尽くした。
I have spent this year without debt. 
今年借金をせずに過ごした。
This is my policy after finishing paying back my school and car loan from when I was 33 years old. 

これは33歳のときに奨学金と自動車のローンを払い終えた後からの、僕の考え（ポリシー）。
If I need to borrow money to live, then I should quit that kind of challenge.

もし生活するためにお金を借りることが必要になったら、僕はその種の挑戦をやめるべきだ。

I haven't wanted to be a secretary for 16 years, but now I need to change my mind. 
16年間、秘書にはなりたくなかったけれど、いま僕は考えを変える必要がある。
I accept my new situation for the sake of my dream and purpose. 

僕は夢と目標のために新しい状況を受け入れる。
I'm just like a tough guy and want to be. This is my dream, although my body isn't strong. 

ちょうどタフガイのようで、そうなりたい。これは僕の夢、体は強くないけれど。
I just need to focus to see what is my real desire.

僕は僕の本当の欲望は何かを見ることに集中する必要がある。
Changing my country? Being rich? Taking on a status? Going or living abroad? 
国を変えること？金持ちになること？地位を得ること？外国に行って住むこと？
I don't know. Maybe I want whatever I want whenever. 
わからない、たぶん何時でも、何でもほしいんだろう。
Now is the time to find a true love to live a human...maybe...

人として生きるために、本当の愛を見つける今がその時なのかもしれない。