About fear If you feel something fear, you just try to forget it with childish behavior. Most of our fear, I think, is just made up by respectability. Moreover no one can help you if you care about that kind of mind. So, let's forget all in order to move on, take some action!

On best friend 2 Please just read the following without Japanese traditional paternalistic culture because I like a part of that policy in terms of respect someone. As I wrote on former post, unfortunately, my friend wife so selfish that nobody come close them. On the contrary, she had strategy that her house moved from country side counciausly 10 years ago. My best friend is a physical therapist. We were grown up in Nagoya, he is eldest brother and graduated Kanto distinct university. After that, he decided to become a physical therapist, then he went colleague while he was working. He met his wife, at that time, my ex-girlfriend and I sometimes pop into his condominium house with his class mates. After they got along with, suddenly, my friend's attitude had changed. He always had been anxious his girlfriend opinion every time whatever we will plan what we are going to do. Apparently, oh no, absolutely she deloused our stiff relationship. One day, she was insane when she saw my ex-girlfriend's picture on the wall of his room. I dare say, she was model in Japan that's all. Anyway, he wanted to enter a big medical center in Nagoya afterwards because although he is eldest brother, he is the second youngest brother and sister in his family. So his parents already 65 years old that time. He felt responsibility to take care of his parents as eldest brother.

On best friend Although I was looking forward to meet my best friend, his wife got mud at my friend and me because we also arrival 30minutes earlier than the appointment, then my friend didn't call that fact her so she got angry with us. She went upstairs their house, so we couldn't drink even only friend and me because he had to make a dish for their children. Truth be told, I'm already ready to avoid this situation. Last time, I put up with her selfish emotion because I had no choice at that time. This time, I sent them sparkring wine which she loves in advance. Having said that, that present for her didn't effect anything. Of course, I unbelievable her attitude even she was getting mad a bit. How should I say this in English. I just will meet him one by one next time. I don't want to make any trouble for his family even if she is avoided by his friends. Oh well, I have to make a reservation for tonight.

Useless cards Today, I have been sorting out my wasted several cards. I have lots of those card like patient's registration card, bank card, deposit card of bus of specific area of Kanto distinct, video rental card, member's card of spa and so on. I just throw them out this time. I avoided those after few second's hesitation especially Enoshima local railways deposit card because it has 18 British Pond. Good-bye my all useless cards!

About Misunderstanding I know it is too early for me to communicate with someone to use English. I don't know even such kind of nuance. At least I can say, I supposed to get your jokes always. It's just my limited English skill I think. Having said that, I can't wait to grow my skill up gradually, so even though I lost lots of friends here, I dare say, I don't care. Which is why I chose only 5 people as my friends here. Even if it is not the best way, I won't use a message box so as not to get misunderstanding. Yeah, double, triple, quartet checks is a better way, I think. It's a hard way to pretend to be gentleman.

Traveling alone for Europe. Honestly, I have no idea what I will do there. I can't even imagine. Perhaps I'm not interested in tourism, travelling alone right now. First of all, I need read some guidebooks. Just to let you know, when I got along with someone, I always ask partner where they would like to go the next. It's not negative thinking, I think. Now I know where I want go to. I'd like to go the place where I can feel nature, perhaps. I'm not getting much impressive from artificial structure.　At least so far.

I'm going to Europe for the first time! I am going to Europe for the first time. The following is my schedule. If you have a time, have a tea or coffee with me. 1/29-2/3 Moscow, 2/3-2/9 London, 2/5 afternoon Paris, 2/6 afternoon Burussels.

Jollibee Every now and then, I would like to eat Macdonald's Bigmac with large coke and potato. I also desperate for eating some Kentucky fried chicken sometimes. Anyway, when I made some new friends in Indonesia and the Phillippines, I saw they liked to eat rice with chicken or spaghetti. We don't have Jollibee, at least in Davao in the Phillippines, most of my friends like Jollibee more than Mcdonald's. As for me, I loved Minutes burger than any other fast food stores. To tell you the truth, I would like to eat Chicken Curry which is made by my friend's mother in both countries. I miss those. In the end, Deliciaous foods bonds your husband or boyfriend next to you, I think. Even though we men are able to cook it by ourselves. What do you think about this stupid, basic, important matter?