Choice of friendship

i always have a question , when i asked me , i cant answer .

[I always have one question in my mind, but when I ask myself, I cann't answer.]

there are someone around with me that my living will been influence ？
[Are there someone around me that has been influenced by my living?]  

maybe I am not a firm girl ， I ofthen asked somebody what should I do . and I always do something similar to somebody . I think I am doing sth imitate somebody ，such as speaking or some bahaviors . in fact ，I hate these .

[Maybe I am not a firm girl. I often aske somebody what I should do. My problem is that I always do something similar to somebody or imiate them, such as their ways of speaking or some bahaviors. In fact, I hate these.]

I want to have some change . I should finish my homework on time . when my teacher has been told me what is it later .

[I want things to change. I should finish my homework on time.]

I should knoe keep contect with somebody ，and I should far away somebody .
[I should get in touch with somebody, and ignore somebody.] 
 

I learned a lot of bad habits from these person .I must far away these person.
maybe friendship no have respectively ，but I must chooce someone who have the same ambitions .
[I have accumulated a lot of bad habits from those persons. I must keep away from them. Maybe friendship have no respectation. But I must choose someone who have the same ambitions.]

although ，I want to be friend with everyone . but I cant use youth gambing the future .
sometimes ，chooce very helpless . but I am have to chooce .
[Although I want to be friend with everyone, but I cannot risk the future.Sometimes, choosing is very helpless, but I have to.]

when one has been successful ，they will have friends .The level of friends decided on what position you are in, and with what kind of rights. I feel sad for these dead friendship . but this has become a can not be changed in nowdays .
[When one is succesful, they have friends. The number of friends depends on what position you are in. I feel sad for these dead friendships. However, this is too late to be changed.]

I dont want to fall into . I just want to do what I want to do things quietly.
So give me more courage to persist, more tenacious in the face of all the bad things.

[I don't want to fall down. I just want to do what I want quietly. So give me more courage to persist, more tenacious in the face of all bad things.]





Waw, this is such a groomy story! Yeah, I think you are right. So 加油！What I would say is that "sometime, you cannot change the universe, but you can keep the peacfulness in your hart". Anyway, my suggestion for you on writting is to have a closer look at English's gramma and to read articles/books/newspaper in English as much as you can. These will definitely rocket your writting skill. 

You have been helping me on my Chinese a lot. Thanks you for that :).