0817 not going well
I feel like keeping a diary is boring. Hope I won't give up too soon. I went out for breakfast and cried on streets because I am moved by the thought ''I am a human being''. Don't know why I was so dramatic. Suicidal thoughts came to me about three times, when I was thinking about my future. A nap didn't interrupt suicidal thoughts like usual. Short strong thoughts have turned to longer calmer thoughts.
Adversity: my friend Xu asked me to take a stroll together.
Belief: It's a trouble.
Consequences: I don't want to be in that stupid trouble. Staying with other people may destroy my stable emotion condition. I hate people. I didn't refuse it directly but I refused.
Disputation: At least I like some writers and singers. I shouldn't say I hate people.
Outcome/energization: I feel tired. This diary failed. I can't help hating people. Things may get better tomorrow.
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I went out for breakfast and cried on streets in the street because...
Adversity: my friend Xu asked me to take a stroll together.
Belief: It's a trouble / a problem.
I think 'a trouble' - ie countable - is only used in polite expressions. eg 'I don't want to be a trouble to you'. Normally it is uncountable, as you have used it in the next sentence.
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the reality is not that you hate ppl but it's the hate of the human behaviours. ppl' s behaviour force you to hate them even though you don't have any problem with them. it sucks for sure and I know pretty well what does it mean.
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