Being afraid of changeless self Don't be afraid. Accept yourself as a whole. Look at what life brings you.

Last Sunday we went to a beach by a river. That was the first time I saw a river. The water was cold when I jumped into it. I loved the feeling of stepping on soft sand. There were green trees and green meadows. The cattle are grazing in the meadows. A calf approached to me when I barked at him. Thank God we didn't have a fight. Or I couldn't see the first summer in my life. By a puppy born in the autumn

Although there are evil things and tough times, don't deny that there are kindness and happiness as well. Stand by people you admire, no matter they were born hundreds or thousands years ago. Seek for truth and courage.

Believe and Love To believe is to believe without evidence. Facts are sometimes confusing and random. I hope I can believe in something and be no more a skeptical kid. And love a person with his sin. A sinner can be loved. Everyone is worth loving. But I'm a sensualist. Can belief or love save me? If I feel hopeless and exhausted, I'd rather die. For me, my feeling is the most important thing in the world. It's impossible to live a tedious life for the sake of other humans' happiness. That's me. I won't hide. Although all should be responsible for all, two or three irresponsible men's existence is inevitable.

My owner hugged me very tightly today. I guess she loves me very much. Besides, her parents love me as well. They pet and stroke me totally more than twenty times per day. Some creatures are born to be loved. Unfortunately we didn't go out for a walk today because it was rainy. Tomorrow will be a rainy day, too. However it's okay. I enjoy myself indoors. I bite the mat, towels, bones, and shoes. Take it easy if you can't go outside.