A sad day I am very sad because I lost my chance to take an English class .I think I am too follish to do a easy thing .I usually ask someone for help .in that case ,if someone isn't willing to help me ,I will lose myself .I caused trouble when I was a child .I lived with my parent through my childhood and youth .I learned to live alone since I went to college .however ,I still didn't know how to wash my clothes and send a package to my parent every week .I realized I was not a child anymore .so I took the bigest decision of my life .it was that I went to the capital alone .I even didn't told my parent .it was my third year to live there .sometimes I think that I am grow up .the truth is ,I am a loser .I still can not get anything of my life .I can not cook dinner . that is the utmost that I can cook noodle .I hope I can have a change in near future .it is time to go to bed .bye bye for every body .