I am very sad because I lost my chance to take an English class .I think I am too follish to do an easy thing .I usually ask someone for help .in that case ,if someone isn't willing to help me ,I will lose myself .I caused trouble when I was a child .I lived with my parent through my childhood and youth .I learned to live alone since I went to college .however ,I still didn't know how to wash my clothes and send a package to my parent every week .I realized I was not a child anymore .so I took the biggest decision of my life .it was that I went to the capital alone .I even didn't tell my parent .it was my third year to live there .sometimes I think that I am grown up .the truth is ,I am a loser .I still can not get anything of my life .I can not cook dinner . The utmost that I can cook is noodles. I hope I can have a change in the near future. it is time to go to bed .bye bye for everybody .
