To my cousin

I miss my cousin, and I've recalled some memories about him these days. He did help me a lot, as what your brother did a brother would.

I can still remember that one day he fighted fought for me. It was a normal day, on in my 3rd grade of primary school. A bad classmate fighted fought with me, yes, I'm was a weak child in that period. I cried and ran to tell him, my cousin, a brother friend who was stronger and older than me. He asked me for a that guy's name, and goes went right after his target after the lesson. When he got closer, my cousin took a big jump and kicked that guy's asses, like my hero.

Is this story funny? Sadly, he couldn't tell his child anymore. His QQ (an IM tool in China) account's status was changed, by his wife wrote to me instead of him, to:

"Please, don't send any messages to this account, he can't read it anymore. I appreciated that you people who chatted with him at any moment that he felt lonely. I'll remember your kindness, for him. ".

"It was  a heart attack", my sister said. That disease took his life, at about 4 am. "He can be could have been saved if his wife had found his condition more earlier", people said.

He won't be alive and stay with his family anymore, no matter how much people complains. Sometimes, I can't even believe that he is dead, although I haven't hadn't met seen him for years.

One day, in the year before he died, he borrowed some money from me. He told me that he got had some ecnomic problems. But I can't couldn't help him either, I'm was not very well that period. Sometimes I feel guilty for this. Will Would he have died if I had lent him the money? No. "He got too fat", said his parents, "that is not good for health". The most important thing to that killed him, is that he stays stayed up late working in the night too often, that caused a heart attack.

I have got some money now, not too much, but I can lend it to him if he asks me agian.

I miss you, brother.