Idolizing

During school break when I was 16, I watched a drama, which after that made me like a boy-band. It was not a mere passing interest, I was really a fangirl before. I feel stupid thinking about it now. Why is that? The reason is Because instead of having an interest in the songs, to have I was interested in the singers, not because they are good at singing or admirable. I even found myself stupid during my fandom period. Luckily, it only lasted for 1 year. Unfortunately, a few months later I started to fall into other for another boyband. Being a fan was actually really troublesome, even I, myself, as a former fangirl thought so too. I personally think that people like the music because of the music itself, or at least because of the way the singers sing the song, but not because of the singer's looks liking the singers himself of his look.