I was stressed out because of my job. Some students got bad marks but I couldn't figure out the reasons. I lost self confidence for a while and douted my own ability. At last today, I felt more comfortable with the situaton even though I haven't found the thorough solution yet. I just found some keys to solve it temporarily first and I believe I can do it well somehow. Thank myself for not giving up easily.

I am an introvert and there was a time when I felt so comfortable not meeting or talking too much. There was a time when I thought I just needed to try best to make up for the part of being have almost no relationship. But now looking back, I can see clearly that my happiness I have, my job I have or lots of lucky moments I have are due to my relationship. I must not be too lazy of connecting with others, which can also show my gratefulness.

These days, I have improved in discipline myself. However, I still sleep for 10 hours, tend to avoid learning hard things or procrastinate all the time because of laziness. Yet somehow, my mother and people around me think I am hard working. Anyway, I know the truth and I will be as hard working as a normal person.

These time, I have a lot of "I don't know". I have been teaching kids of five years old for the first time. I have never taught such small age so I don't know. I can speak a little English but speak for a topic is definately something a challenge for me. My mind gets blank and telling stories are not right up my street. So I don't know too. I don't know how to solve them completely yet but I believe it will get easier avia time.

Although it is the first days of the year and we are having 4 days off, I have spent a small mount of time for meeting people and going out. I have spent a lot on working and learning. I feel satisfied since I had been lazy for so long. I hope I can be a person who act more than talk.

Today, I woke up early and learnt some English instead of surfing around. I truly hope that I can maintain and improve that. I will believe in myself once again without doubfulness.

Today is the first day of the year 2026. I hope I will have enough to work harder than last year! I have learnt and exprerienced quite a bit in 2025, so thank you year 2025 and the people who have always helped me for that much and that long. Happy New Year!

Today, started speaking English with my little students. I find it hard to speak merely in English so I use Vietnamese beside. I know it is because of my weak English partly but mostly because of my self discipline. I will try better tomorrow.