막막한 하루 주말인데도 당직을 해야 하는 오늘은 나에게는 막막한 하루였다.할 것도 없고 하고 싶은 것도 없으니까. 영어공부,CAD공부를 하려고 했었는데 컴퓨터 켜자마자 인터넷쇼핑몰 들어가는 네자신이 참으로 한심스럽다 지금까지 23년 살아온 나는 내자신을 위해 딴한번도 죽도록 노력한 적도 없다 대충대충 사는 게 인생인가?

old movie I haven't seen movies for quite a long time,especially old movies. I got tired of the black-and-white screen easily . the last black-and -white film that i can remember is starred by Shirley Temple.maybe people around my age can hardly even know her name,not even to mention her films.her movies might be the only black-and-white film that i loved utill now. in my childhood i just wish to received a doll as cute as Shirley,though it never comes ture.and yesterday i just watched a classic movie called "gone with the wind".it's quite a long story,different from the movies i have ever seen. and Scarlett just remind me if one of my friend, that quite surprised me. my friend is not just as pretty as Scarlett,but the most important thing is that they have the same character.she expresses her love and unhappiness directly.though she is 24,but still like a child ,whom needs to be protectd. and i think this kind of people will never grow old.

i got a question about how to increase my vocabulary? it is quite a big problem that i can hardly memeorizing new words,(kind of lazy)so all the words i am using are what i have learned from senior high or even junior high. really want to find away to remember new words.......any suggestion?