Thoughts about music, written in the night.. I love music. It will be my greatest love of all time, doesn´t matter which genre. I really believe that music is able to heal my soul, I believe that it´s able to let me fly high above the clouds, without letting me fall hard to the ground after listening. It saved my life so many times. In the times I was really suicidal, music helped me to keep on livin' and to strenghten my hope. When I was sad, it fixed me, when i was happy it pushed my joy and happiness. It helped me to find the words which were deep into my soul. It hekped me to survive and finally it helped me to climb out of that deep hole. I am still depressed, but now I've got hope! I love so different genres and artists. From A like ABBA to Z like ...Zumba? :D From the 30's to 2016 From Europe to America to Asia to Africa to Australia^^ Music is resting deep inside my veins...that's what I guess! In April I'm going to a concert in my town, the german Band "Saltatio Mortis" will play their new album :3 They make kind of medievial rock ..can't describe it. Maybe I will translate one of their songs to train my english! :D Omg I have to sleep now, but writing makes me so addictive x3 But I have to. So... Over and out.

A new school year A few days ago the new school year in my region has begun. My school is a “Gymnasium“,with classes from 5th grade to 13th grade. So you have nine years to stay at this school. I'm now in grade 11, and with this I stepped into the “Oberstufe“. It's from 11th to 13th grade (in the old system with nine years). But since 2008 there is a new system, called “G8“. The pupils in this system only have 8 years, so they will make their final examinations (Abitur) in 12th grade. And there was the problem. Because G8 pupils “skipped“ 10th grade (the system is too complicated to explain it all) they are now in our classes. In the Oberstufe the concept of taking lessons is much different from the grades before. The last six years we took nearly all lessons in our tutor group, and now we have an other system. We are devided in seven different profiles: the history profile, the economy and politics profile, the biology profile, the physics profile, the aesthetic profile and two language profiles. I am in the language profile, so my profile subject is english. All profiles have one profole subject and three core subjects (mathematics, german and one language). You have those subjects until you leave school. There are other subjects too, which we take in our tutor group or in courses. My subjects are: englisch, german,mathematics,history,economy and politics,geography,sports (all in tutor group) ; philosophy, chemistry, spanish, latin and one subject called “Darstellendes Spiel“ (a subject where we learn things about acting, also theoretical aspects). Those subject are all different courses we were able too choose last year. So each day I learn with other people in courses in different rooms. Our note-system is also different from the last years. We had marks from 1 to 6, from the best to the worst. Now we have points from 15 to 0 representing the marks. 15 point are 1+,14 are 1, 13 are 1-, ect...until 0 points (= six). So I have three very important years in front of me, I hope I'll get good marks! :) I hope you liked my text (in case you understood it! xD)

My school life...(sorry for mistakes^^) I must be crazy to write this when I have holidays, but I´ve got this idea...just to tell you a bit about my school life, the daily procedure of sitting in front of the teacher... So, here is my school week, from Monday to Friday :) Every day : 6:30- the alarm clock wecks me up and I drag myself out of the bed...*grrrr* 7:30 - running out of the house, through the park, grumbling about the snow and sometimes listening music... 7:45 - arrival at school, finding my place and sit down...waiting for the teachers arrival Monday: 1.lesson: english- our english teacher is the assistant principal, but the lesson is very funny :D 2.lesson: physics - I hate this subject...It´s just like sleeping with open eyes... 3. lesson: latin- one of my favourite subjects, I´ll always remember the legendary first text: "Hic forum est. Populus properat. Sed Marcus stat et circumspectat..." 4.lesson: mathematics - same teacher like in physics...math isn´t really my best subject... 5. lesson: history - my class is so loud, they´re shouting through the classroom, so I can´t concentrate very much...*hate them* 6. lesson: spanish - I like the language, but the lesson is so boring... Tuesday: 1. and 2. lesson: latin 3. lesson: mathematics 4. lesson: music- I love this subject, one of my fave lessons (and I am one of the best pupils in thsi subject) 5. lesson-physics BREAK (45 minutes) 7. +8. lesson: german- our german teacher is very difficult to understand. I don´t like her..she is nice, but she gives us very unfair grades... At five pm I have training in the building of "Malteser Hilfsorganisation ev.", because I let instructing me in emergency help, so I can help people at my school which are hurt... Wednesday 1. lesson: biology- my favourite subject at the moment <3 Espeacially when we leran things abour the human body... 2. lesson- chemistry- I like this too, but I have to learn much to understand it... 3. lesson- spanisch 4.lesson-math 5.lesson-latin 6.lesson-history choir and drama club in the afternoon... Thursday 1.lesson-english 2.lesson-biology 3.lesson-german 4.and 5. lesson-arts: I do not like art lesson, cause I express feeling in the way I like, and not the way my teacher wants to show me... Then I can go home, but my class has sports in the afternoon (I can´t join them, because I got trouble with my feet...) Friday 1. english 2.german 3.music 4.spanish 5.chemistry 6.free for me cause... 7....i have choir again I think my week is okay :D

Differences between human- Tolerance? I just thought about some ideas , which came into my mind. Today I had to do a geography-presentation with the topic "Tolerance in the European Union, and we mentioned different points of tolerance. So my friend talked about religion and immigrants, and when it was my turn, I said something about tolerance of sexual identity and discrimination of women. The reaction of my class was surprising me. I thaught, they all were intolerant and discriminatory, but most people were like defending miniorities. I think that´s a good attitude, because only because humans are different, nobody has the right to diskriminate and leave out other people! I think the world has to be more tolerant and open for other ways of living than themselves. If I could, I would set an example for love and tolerance, but I can´t do this. I am just a fifteen years old- girl, and I don´t think, I could ever change the mind of some people out there in the wide world. But maybe I can bring more tolerance in the hearts of the people around me, so they can hand it over to their friends. I believe, that one time the world is full of tolerance and love, and everyone could live like they want to do. With the religion they are parte of, the nationality they like and with the sexual identity they are feeling like. So, think about it now and let the acceptance come into your mind and your heart... (I´m sure I made many mistakes, sorry for that :D)