The meeting is over ! The meeting with my 2 collegues from US is over. I found most of they said is hard to understand. they spoke english like singing songs. sometimes, I could hear one word I know from one sentence. So, I pray to God, when I wake up in tomorrow's morning, I can speak fluent English and can understand english from everone's mouth. now, I am reading bible story with 3000 simple words. I also was watching the US tv series called <gossip girl>,but the people in the TV series speak very very very fast, on my god, I must see the chinese characters under the screen to know what they say.

Oh, Pen I only know that pen is a tool used to write, but today I know, the pen also means something use which to protect animals, or stop animals to go out.is it right? why one word has different meaning? it is diffcult for me.

Today I will join a meeting Two of my collegues from US came to China, our chinese collegues will have a meeting with them. but I am a little nervous, because of my poor English. My spoken english and oral english are not good. I always can not understand what they say. I am not confident for myself. I don't know many English words, they are stranger to me. eg, Today I remember a new word, the next day, I foret it. another situation is that: I master some words, and I know their meaning, but when someone talks with them, I can not catch what they were saying. Help, Help.