Dear Crush I wish you would notice me but you’re too busy going after the girl that everyone else goes after too. I thought you were different, but i guess not. have a nice life, i’m over you.

tagalog - Philippines For those who wants to learn my language (Filipino), I can help you guys :) Para sa mga gustong matutunan ang aking lenguahe/ wika. pwede ko kayong turuan :)

introducing myself Hello there, I'm Trixian. I'm a fun loving gal that loves to play video games all day long.. but still has time to enjoy the beauty of nature. One of the boys but can still have fun with the girls. I love to cook, eat and just enjoy life.. and if one day, a man will finally make me feel the luckiest, I'd still pretty much remain the same.. the only difference is, that man will never regret choosing this hard core gal :)♥ Well there you go! haha :)

Letting go Its a lot harder than it seems. You talk all day, everyday. You fall asleep on the phone together. You wake up to good morning texts. You think about them every second you’re awake then when you’re asleep, you dream about them. You spend time with them whether it’s in person or not. They soon become a part of your everyday life and you get used to it… Then all of a sudden, they leave. Most of the time once they’re gone, they’re gone for good. Meaning, no more late night calls, no more cute text messages (actually no texts at all), no more ’ i love you ’ ‘babe ‘ all of that. The first few days you will want to call, text, send them an ask, IM, really do everything just to talk to them and restore what’s “normal”. But, as much as you try, things don’t change. The hardest part is letting go. You check their tumblr and facebook often just to see what they’re doing and also to see if they have someone new. This person that was once your everything is now just a memory. A memory that you replay over and over again in your head. You spend nights reminiscing in the said words, shared laughs, the kisses, all the good things that went on during the time you two were together. Letting go can take weeks, months, even years. Remember that this was just a fragment of time, a memory that will someday fade.