I try my best everyday, but everyone asks me for more. It's never enough. I feel a lot of pressure. I don't know if I can manage to do my tasks. I feel lonely.

Today I'm in lockdown until 6pm. I ran quickly to the shop. But they only had green pepper and garlic! There were not any other vegetables. 😅

I don't know what the answer is. Probably, there's no answer. But I can't help thinking and thinking. It's not fun.

(I wrote it down for a job application! Can it be more natural from beginning to end?) As a Room Attendant, I am responsible for performing a variety of manual tasks, either independently or with a team; keeping guest rooms and guest restrooms in a clean and orderly condition. I use authorized chemical cleaners, soaps or detergents, and specialty cleaners. I perform cleaning and sanitizing procedures in guest rooms that include changing linens, making beds, dusting, vacuuming and leaving the bathroom squeaky clean. I clean assigned rooms daily, check all appliances to see if they are still in good working order and for any missing items in guest rooms. I also check the room safe to see if it is locked and secured. I refill all rooms with amenities and linen, vacuum the carpets, and scrub and clean the bathroom and kitchen area. I handle reasonable guest's complaints/requests and inform others when required. I provide quality customer service to customers by providing one-on-one attention to detail. I respond to calls for housekeeping problems, such as spills and broken glasses. I respond to guest requests for assistance and information about guest rooms and the hotel. I am responsible for maintaining a high standard of cleanliness and overall appearance of the hotel guest rooms.

Today I had my first demo class. The doctor asked me what I like to do in free time, and I said ''I don't have free time. I have a lot of homework.''ο(=·ω＜=)☆

"Life is what happens when you are busy making other plans." I love this line. My friend also told me a similar line, "When you sit on the problem, the answer comes you." I've been thinking seriously about my future lately. Talking with friends and family, getting sufficient sleep in my comfortable bed, eating whatever I want. These might be the most precious things. Some people around me gave me meaningful advice from their own perspectives. What is common is these are all positive. I appreciate that so much. Go with the flow!!

I'm updating my resume. Looking back, I'm blessed. I passed an exam and entered the junior high school that I wanted to go to the most. I studied Japanese literature, which I wanted to pursue the most. I joined the company that I was the most interested in. I changed my career to one that captured my heart. Now, I'm looking for the next stage. The thing I want to avoid is not failure, but regret.

Today I went to see cherry blossoms!! In Japan we call this Ohanami and there were many people🌸