Impressions of the moment

I would like to write a bit about what I do. I need to say that I am proud of myself because I so well in school and it is very important to maintain that!
It is not always to say "ok, now, I am going to study, after this boring day of lessons".
Of course, every day is not always boring but, I am still suprised to notice that professors seem bored because they speak without any light in their eyses... or excitement

Due to this reality, I used to skip classes a lot. I know it is bad, but try to understand: staying on a seat listening to old men speaking about themselves is not fun. I prefered to go to the pub with friends and have fun playing cards. Those were the good days :)

Now, I am so tired from having hard second sessions that I want to pass on the first one. This is why I work very hard. I still skip some classes but, only a few compared to before! However, it is not always easy to keep that trend... Sometimes I am fed up of studing big course folders, but I try to follow my work.

I can do it! I need to stay brave!

Feelings of the moment

Right now I feel very sensitive. I don't know why but I feel very stressed and now I suffer from headache and I feel very uncomfortable, as if I were shy... but actually I am not!

For instance, my teacher recently asked me a question that I thought I knew the answer to, so I went ahead and answered but, he asked me to repeat it again. However, he asked me as if I was wrong, like I should have been ashamed of the answer for the rest of my life. I became red because I was embarrassed and I did not want to repeat the answer. He made a joke out of the situation and now I feel very uncomfortable.

I hope I will feel more selfconfident because I hate to feel weak :(