My fault

I did something that was very selfless selfish. There is only one person who can could get the scholarship, and I have been preprating preparing for it for a long time. only I get it can I pay for my school fee I can pay my school fees only if I can get it. Only after I sent my personal information and school record to the head did i know only one person can could get it. By coincidence, she the head let me take have the responsibility for collecting our my classmate's the information of my classmates who also want to get it. When I told our monitor about it, she said, “Chance favors only the prepared mind. You have sent it, other people's thing what others do is none of your business.” Because I know that if S's and B's information are send sent to the head, I must can't will not get the money. So when my classmate they send their information to me, instead of sending them to the head, I throw it into litter the rubbish bin, and did not tell anyone that there was only one person who can could get it.
I am frustrated now, and I dare not to see them, but I have no other way to chose. Am i starting to become turn into a bad girl? I would like to seek your help.

(Note: After correcting your mistakes, I've realised that most of them are grammatical mistakes. I recommend that you read more English - Newspapers, books, magazines - to see how tenses are used. Otherwise, most of your mistakes are quite minor, like punctuation. I wish you all the best in learning English! 加油!)

It is a sunny day today

Today's weather is sunny. It The weather finally turns well improves. It is was cloudy for the past few days, and it reflected on my mood, but i am happy now, as the weather like this is fit for playing outdoors. Hehe.
My friends climbed the Xiang mountain last weekend, and it is was a pity that i did not go there. beacuse I went to go Water Great Wall with my colleague, and our company prepared a lot of things for us to eat, like apples, chestnuts and He tao. I like to eat them (Note: Specify what you like to eat, for example, 'I like to eat apples.' or 'I like to eat chestnuts.').
On the second day, I boiled the some chestnuts and send sent them to the people who did not go there to Water Great Wall with us, and they said that the chestnuts which I boiled are were delicious. I felt blessness very much blessed. 

Share Sharing is an exhilaration exhilarating thing. 

I want to improve my English from now on. I hope anyone some people will help me collect with my mistakes.
Thank you.

(Note: Your vocabulary isn't that bad, but your weaknesses are your grammar and the punctuation. Spelling may also be a problem if not corrected. Overall, I think this will get a B- or a B. Hope this helped! I wish you good luck in learning English, and remember that practice makes perfect!  失败是成功之母！加油！\(^o^)/ ）

First notebook entry: Introducing myself

Hello everybody! I'm Juanita, and I'm from China. I want to meet new friends here, and I also want to improve my English language ability at the same time. My ability to use English is so poor, so I want to practise using(note: I'm not very sure what you meant by 'practicing', so I'm going to assume you meant that you were going to applying your English skills.) it.

(Note: There are only a few minor mistakes in this entry, but with practice, you'll be able to do well. Hope this correction helped, and I wish you good luck in learning English! )