What is wrong with crying out?
Does it happen that sometimes you have too many emotions inside and you start crying for no reason?
I mean, a mosquito flies close to you, and you start to cry.
There is no good tacos at the restaurant, then I am crying.
Beautiful landscape makes me cry.
Usually that happens to me and for me I feel it is okay. I let my feelings flow as they are coming out, but for people around me it is hard for them to understand. Possibly, it seems wrong to them.
In my case, my dad is the most important person I have in my life and I always feel like I cannot be totally myself with him.
I remember as a child my dad yelling at me for crying. It was horrible, because I tried to contain my tears and my chest ached so much and then a worse feeling came over me: guilt in having these feelings.
From that childhood experience I learnt to supress how I was feeling, and I think that brought consequences to my teenage and adult life.
But now that I am older and conscious, although sometimes is difficult, I think I can express myself better.
Having feelings is right and we cannot control them. Showing them is good and right and removes feeling ashamed.
Thank God we are still humans and not yet robots.
Thanks for reading, please correct my text and If you have any comment, they are welcome.
Thanks Lizette. I enjoyed reading your work - nice job!