A normal diary
just a diary
Recently,I often eat too much and become fat,it seems like than it can release my pleasure about job hunting ,although it also make my stomach uncomfortable. maybe owing to the influence of virus ,it’s difficult to find a pleased job for me, mang companies in China no longer need employees and increase some redundant people.
I also think one of the reason why I can’t find a job is my English is not good than others .I haven’t passed the CET-6 exam yet, but other student had done,I have no advantage for it, it also makes me anxiety.
I have been talked with some English native speaker who wants to learn mandarin.I find that they all so diligent even they have already have achievement in their career or area. And they never stop their feet in learning.that makes me feel ashamed,because I have been learning English for many years and I haven’t get it done very well. I always feel nervous or mess when l talk to other in English ,and l also afraid of talking to others native speakers who speak English.But these diligent and brave people can do what I am afraid.I need learn the spirit form them ,just keep learning and practice more and insist. The people who are better than you are still learning , their is no reason for you to give up!