these days
i feel miserable. i keep making mistakes. i am trying to lift up my mood by listening to happy music, but it just doesnt work. it's raining outside and i should be packing my stuff for the school camp tomorrow. i feel like so many people have changed recently, from caring about me to the opposite. i've been helping people around me with their problems, and i dont mind doing that! thats what friends are for, and i like talking to people whether theyre happy or sad. i just cant help but feel like i'm always the one listening. i have problems of my own too, you know. i feel like this is too easy to misunderstand, but i dont want to read it through to make myself easier to understand, since i know i'll delete it if i do. I just want to share my happiness and sadness with the people i call my friends. right now i feel like nobody cares about me, but i know it's not true. i probably just cant see things clearly right now. i dont even know if i'm making any sense. im sorry.
