My pessimistic day . Correct me please

Today was a really hard day. I am extremely frustrated. However, nothing new. A strange feeling of failure dominated me. Each wrong ideas visit my head today. I don't trust myself. I would like the earth swallow me

Each wrong ideas visit my head today. <em>Maybe you could say... Disturbing thoughts entered my head today.</em>

<em>Sounds like you're having a difficult time there. I hope things improve for you soon!</em>