First,let's see what the pros are. Online shopping can save our time and gas, gives a bunch of option and people's review about a product and help people who can't walk or carry heavy stuff. My favorite cons is that I can keep the things which I'm interested in. It's easy to go back and compare. Also they show products which related to what I'm looking.So I can get more idea which I never know by my self. Secondary, let's see what the cons are. Online shopping can make us to buy too many things which we don't have to buy. Since it's really easy to buy, I sometimes lose my consiousness that I'm paying money. And we can't really see the practical texture, colours, size, smell and so on. Also if the security was not good, someone could see our card number and password.

In Japan when people have wedding party, friends will give money about 300 $ to them. There are receptionist in the wedding party who is one of their friends and all attendance will hand their money to the receptionist. Also I think it reflects Japanese culture very well that the people who have seat in front of bride and gloom are their coworkers and boss! And their boss will give speech about how good employees they are in work. Isn't it crazy? I hope family can have seat in front of them.

I was trying to process my negative feeling this morning. Last night one of my husband friend came over. I've known him for 1 and half year but I feel like I'm still not close to him. And I know the reason. Because I feel nervous when I talk with him and I can't be myself in front of him. I was trying to not showing my fear to him but when I talk with him, I don't feel comfortable and I think he feels same way. Last night he didn't see my eyes and make smile and seems he didn't want to talk with me. I didn't like it and I was thinking how I can change this situation but I realized that I just have to let my feeling to go. I shouldn't stick with him and accept the reality that I'm having person who I can't to be myself but it's ok because I'm human. I can have preference for human and I have to forgive me having the situation that I can't be comfortable in front of him.