what can I do with my TEM4 Today ,I felt disappointed with my exam .Why ,I ask myself ,if I am a stupid girl ,why I can get into the college ,and if I am not stupid ,why I can't learn English well . Although I work hard ,there is not any progress.My major is English and I am afraid that I can't find a good jod in the furture .I would like to work in Nanning ,but I think I am losing in the daydream.I cought a cold ,I felt bad ,but I don't want to go to see a doctor .Once there was a boy who was care me very much ,and now everything is change .Nobody will be concerned about me except my family . I hurt a boy deeply and another boy hurt me deeply ,too. As a result ,I am single ,I feel free .

Cindy's notebook entry: Mar 09, 2011 TEM4 around the corner In April ,I will take an important exam ,called TEM4,so I must work harder than before .I am not very confident with myself .So now ,I am always going to library to do exercise as much as I can .For I want to get a good grade in the exam .Good luck to myself .

new starting It is a new year , this year is rabbit year. Every thing is changing now , life , people,and other things.I must have class tomorrow ,and every day Ishould get up before 6:20.oh ,it is awful. I think Ishould prepare three quarter-bell. It sounds terrible ,right ? This year ,I fall in love an american teleply called GOSSIP GIRL.

A boring day I stayed at my dormitory all day ,and played computer from day and night .So I felt tired but I didn't want to go to ded . I regreted that I made a so foolish mistake ,I miss my family so much ,and I cannot stand any more .I don't kown where to go and how to kill my free time .Sometime I feel so lonely , no one can understand me .I find that it is hard to get away from loneliness .So I am keen on writing my feelings here . Thanks italki .

You love me You love me very much ,and I kown.But I can't accept you .I don't want to hurt you ,I have hurt you bitterly .

Cindy's notebook entry: Jan 19, 2011 eveyone in my dormitory will go home this day .But I can't ,because I must wait for a person .My friends all think that we are dating .Actaully ,we are brother and sisiter ,he isn't love me ,neither and I .He isn't my Mr.white .I love one guy who doesn't love me .There are two people want to date with me ,but I don't desire to date . Maybe ,in my college time ,I won't fall in love anyone .Zhang, you are the one I want to wait ,although you are not worthwhite .

Cindy's notebook entry: Jan 14, 2011 Why? Why you don't want to talk with me ? But I didin't hurt you . Today ,you did't feel well ,I want to help you buy some medicine,but you refused me ,yes,you hurt me badly .You talk to everyone in the roommate except me .I feel sad ,but ...