First notebook entry: Introducing myself tomorrow I will attend the CET6,pray myself

may her happy It began last last year when I was a junior and had many responsibilities as the monitor.I needed to give material to a sophomore girl.I'd never met before.We arranged to meet in front of her dorm and had a polite,pleasant conversation.She wasn't a beautiful,but there was something about her that made me very comfortable in talking with her.It was a happy beginning that left me with a fantastic impression.On my way back to my dorm,I was thinking that she just might be my princess.­ It is difficult for me to contact her except through work-related things,so, no way streathen the understanding between us or develop a romantic relationgship.I tried to create opportunities to see her by using my role as moniter.I thought that if I didn't find time to show my feelings,there'd be little chances since I would graduate soon.­ After about one week, I decided to phone her to tell her about my feelings.When she answered she said she was in a meeting and promised to call me back when it was over.While I waited for her I was excited and nerviuos.After about 20 minutes she called.After some small talk,I plucked up the courage and told her directly that I was keen on her and asked whether we could get together.I said I believed in love at first sight>Apparently, upon hearing this,she was taken aback.She might have wondering how a boy could say something like that to a girl whom he'd met only once.After an awkward silence,she turned me down,saying that her family was against her having a boyfriend while she was still a student.­ Although she'd turned me down,I keckoned that I shouldn't give up because I had a huge crush on her.so,I sent text messages to her saying that I would still pursue her.But she was firm in her decision and told me not to waste my time.­ It was definitely tough on me over the following months,whenever I sent a message to her,I would get an indifferent reply or no response at all.­ then, summer vacation drew near and it was undoubtedly obvious tha­t she left the school and I never saw her,here I just to tell her I miss her and wish everything goes well with her