Write For Myself I am always a person who has a bad temper. I have many regrets throughout my lifetime. But most of the time I love myself, even a bit of narcissism. God gave me a hot heart to love all the fabulous stuffs in this bright world, although sometimes it clouds. Inspiring myself that one day everything will be fine, I get away from the endless darkness. A friend commented me that I am a totally happy girl but pessimistic. I couldn’t agree with her any more. Suppose that I am not happy, how can I really out of sadness, though the pessimism is just the obstacles I set in front of me. I am just out of my way these days and need some encouragement, so I encouragement myself.

my favorite poet the poet I like most is Haizi. when I first read his poem, I almost involved in it and can't get out of the cell of sadness. Some of his poems are inspiring, but I also feel sad. maybe just because for himself is a pessimistic person. He choze death at last,in the most unbelievable way. so we lost a genius. sometimes I wonder if he still alive, what will he bring to us. maybe it's not sad anymore. his lifetime like a burning star, glorious but short.