The real myself I always ask myself who am I? what is the real myself? I dont know. To others, I have a good job, nice face, so many friends, and a warm family, but nobody know that I am unhappy all the time. I always have so many things weighing on my mind. Sometimes I really hope the Doomsday is true, so I will more brave to abandon some things. Then I will ease.

The important day Today is important for me. Because it was a second time I had a interview with the foreign people. I was not much nervous like before.Till now, I cant belive how can I speaking English with two foreign people to a hour. And they understood what I said. When I came back my office, I cant belive I got the offer so fast. In that time, I was exciting. I am so lucky and I am work so hard, I always want to join a company who can paide more attention on creativity. I am sure I must work more harder now.

Rain day Originally, I was going to have lunch with my friend today, but we are cancel because the storm. After that, I missed the time for ordering food. It is so terrible to buy the food in rain day.

A false alarm with my Bankcard Today my friend remited a design fee that I had done a website design for him. But I could't check the bank ccount by internate, the bank website always bring out a window that said my card was invalidated. That really make me worried, so I called the bank custom service immediately. Then I recalled that I had upgrad the bankcard last month. Now, I can only check the remittance again when I go home. Fortunately It's a false alarm.

The thing happen when I went to work in this morning. July is very hot in beijing, this morning I went to work as usual. I was so lucky got a air-conditioned bus. After driving there was a thing happend.Two studers were chatting rely on handrails, I was sure they did not speak loudly. But a middle-aged woman yelled at them suddenly, she believed that their chatting like noise and disturb her. The woman sound was very horrible, however the students did not say anything.Then everyone stare at the woman. I really dislike that woman, if I was the students, I will argue with her.