To my first love You will never know I love you. It is almost 2 years since I fell in love with you. The most exciting moment for me is when I hear you laughing. You will never know how exciting I was when you chatted with me. I thought that was enough, because I could see you every day. Although you sat far from me. Now, we gradulated from senior high school. I know, it will be very hard for me to see you again. I miss you. I often watch your video and photos. The last time we get together, I took many photos of you. In order not to let you fell that, I took many photos and videos of others classmates too. Although I have watched the video many times, my heart beat very fast each time I hear you singing. Not until that moment did I realize how much I love you. Jie, do you know, I didn’t love you at first sight. Instead, I didn’t remember your face at first sight. I only know your name, and you are the monitor of my class. When did I fell in love with you? I didn’t know the exactly time. Maybe during the time I know you love my roommate, a very lovely girl. During that time, you often chatted with me to get more information of her. I know your aim. And I am glad to help you at first. But after a few weeks, something is different. You told me the weather of tomorrow, reminded me of taking the umbrella or out up more clothes. Although I know you did these things wasn’t for me , just for that girl. I thought you are stupid, you knew that girl didn’t love you, she loved another boy. You did these things every day and you didn’t want her knew. Maybe , during that time , I fell in love with you, I love you selfless love. I was moved by your selfless behaviour and your devotion to the class. In my eye, you are the real man . How stupid I am! My best friend told me, it wasn’t the real first love, because you didn’t know my love. But I am satisfied with it. Thanks to the gold, he let me to meet you and you brought me so much happiness. I won’t tell you I love you now. Maybe , a few years later, I will tell you my love. Maybe I won’t tell you forever.