No title, I am SELFISH ! How can I possibly have feeling of that ? So stupid and so selfish ! Can't clam down after I know something U did but why do I FUCKING think U can clam down when U know something I have done ? That's soooooooooo Selfish but I gonna lose my mind ! Yes, yup...I cant stop thinking about that...My mind is off the edge ! Maybe I think me is special enough so that nobody will think I ..... I... What ? What am I talking about ? Jesus.. T'z gonna fall again ! I think I have passed the lowest and all the things gonna walk my way. I leave all those shadow things behind and wanna a new start... Nowadays nothing can mess me up except...Except every single thing about U ! <Need U now> is cycling in my head, I trying to open my heart and open my mind to make it bigger enough to have 2 people in. At least I should prepare... Seems like more new black energe is comging up but I can control. I saw some people full around it make me wanna kick his ass. So I know how important which the side I choice is. I can see the world in Ur eyes, especially me in that world. I really had enough and I'm really helpless, just like a curse...I cant fight. More pain, more crazy, makes me Feel like lost U one thousand times, But out dream I have U zero times. It's quarter after one I'm all alone with little drunk and I need U now Said I woudln't call but I lost all control and I need U now. And I dont know how can I do without I just need U now I wish nobody can understand what I said... Not work, not WOW, cut it out...

Dark and Light side... Both of us may have dark and light side, like me.We always hide our dark side and make us looks like light, but sometimes when I when really broken hearted and tent to lose my temper, I think its really hard to control myself and make me hard to reach.... Maybe that time Ive hurt somebody with my words and cross the line, I think its really terrible.. So do U feel the same and how do you deal with that ?

Eon.Y's notebook entry: Aug 10, 2010 Ah damn,,I dont know when I can talk in english without ele-dic,, Although English is little difficule to me, but I think I can communicate in english easiler LOL

What dose "25 to life" mean ? one lyricz of eminem'z song