Love from Jesus I was born to be an atheist although my parents were Buddhists. I believed only science. I can't understand any styles which is non-natrual. After I went to school, I fell in love in physics and biology which kept me even further from god. However, something changed my mind a little. When I was 15 or so, my grandmother was found with cancer. She began to went to church and said she found a cure from Jesus. She said she was never afraid of death any more. However, she passed away one year later. At that time I didn't know what the cure from Jesus was because my grandmother still died. But now I get it, from Jesus, she found the courage to live on even the time for her was not too long. At her last time, she was happy because she did believe there's a heaven open for her. My mother became a christian because of my grandmother then. Although God didn't save her mother's life, but my mother belive that God took her mother to the happiest place. But I still couldn't understand at that time, but I noticed one thing that people can live happier if they have a faith, until more and more things make me confused. Wars, racialist, rapes,killings, people can't just sit down and listen to others. The world is filled with misunderstandings which bring only sadness. Unluckily, I was one of them who don't believe love. China is a materialistical country, people don't belive in any gods. Nowadays, as eveyone can see, China becomes richer and richer. Most people think money is the only meaning of one's life. I can't agree. I think as human ,we are worth much more than money. We have mind, we need more. With my mother's persuade, I went to church for the first time. The preast told me much about the meaning of life: love, faith, friendship, kindness, honesty. For the frist time, I said, yes those are what I want. Then I know that Jesus, son of God, is our lord who leads us to happiness. Now I'm a follower of Jesus Christ, I can really feel love from him. I read bible and pray everyday. Although I haven't got baptized yet, I compeletly accept love from Jesus. I wish one day, more and more people can know Jesus. I wish on day, not any war happens between human beings. I wish one day, all nations can be friends, black, white,and yellow. Jesus is love, love is Jesus.