My second chance Hey, everyone!!! :D It's been soooo long! I almost forgot about this site :( sorry! I didn't really mean to be inactive for so long, but things just got....complicated, I guess. Well, I guess I should start by explaining what's been going on. Hmm, where to start? Well, first off! I am now a Junior (3rd year high school) and already loving it. I got my license so I'm "technically" allowed to drive. (hehe, no car insurance) I dont have my own car yet, but at least I have a car. My dad went to Iraq to work for my brothers' and my college funds. Oh! Speaking of college! I am so excited!! I want to be a pharmacist so badly!!! Just thinking about college and starting a life on my own makes my blood pump! OMG! So excited!! Hehe, well that's my dream. But when I turned 17 in September 2011, I had to postpone my dream. 30 days after I turned 17, I was diagnosed with cancer (A disease that could have ended my life). When I hear the word cancer I think of my hair falling out and death and sadness. It's extremely shocking, I know. But it's not so bad now. Before I would cry in my mommy's arms and beg the doctors to let me go home. I finally did, but I still cried at the thought of not going back to school, missing my friends, having my hair fall out, going through chemotherapy. It was all sad and it made me cry every night ever since. But I've met so many people along the way. Amazing and fun nurses and doctors. Kids my age going through the same thing. And even though I cant really see my friends at school, they visit all the time and we talk no stop. The journey has been rough, but its an extremely great experience. I'm still fighting cancer now, but I know with faith, prayers, and a strong heart I'll be able to defeat it! Just watch me!! Haha!! Send me your prayers and I'll love you forever! I can't fight this fight alone, so will you join me? :3 Thanks for listening to my story. Hopefully, I'll be more active here and keep you guys updated! :) See you guys later!!

I have something important to say :) Ok, hey guys! Sorry I havent been on for awhile and havent replied to your message. So sorry, guys! Ive been really busy since school is about to start and I have band camp, drivers ed, and also shopping sprees to take care of. But Im back because I missed you guys all over the world :) But this isnt what I came here to say, really. To be true, Ive been been getting alot of friend requests...and I love that because I meet new people and learn something new every day. But some of them only add me because of my picture. I mean, they only add me and never even talk to me. And when they do, its always about me. I want to know about you, too. Some of them are also asking me to be their girlfriend. Im sorry guys but Im not here to date. I came here to meet new friends and talk about things so I can learn something new. Im not trying to be rude and say "DONT TALK TO ME" but really Im kinda getting freaked out and scared. I dont know why but I just am. I feel bad saying no to a guy already, but just let me say this. Just because I wont be your "girlfriend" I will be your friend thats a girl. The reason I dont want to date online or on here is: ~I dont believe in long distance relationships ~I just met you ~I have other people to love. Think about it, guys. If I say "I love you" to one person in particularly, it wouldnt be fair to everyone else. You all know how I LOVE to say "I love you" to express my feelings, right? So please think about this. I would love to talk to you about other subjects, but please do no bring up me being your girlfriend or wanting me to kiss you because I cant afford to travel around the world just to kiss you. Guys, Im just an ordinary girl looking for friends and wanting to learn something new. So please, please, PLEASE consider my feelings and dont ask me those kinds of things. Sorry guys about this message. Im a sensitive girl :) please dont judge. Thanks for listening. I LOVE YOU!!!! <3

Fun Facts about Me :) I thought this would be pretty fun to write about. SO if you want to do this as well, feel free and go ahead. I would love to hear some interesting facts about you. :) Here are some fun facts about ME. I am a major kultz! Meaning I trip over my own two feet sometimes even air. I run into almost anything! Back in 7th grade, I ran into vending machines, cars, and poles! 9th grade, I ran into cute guys and tripped when someone opened their locker. Ask anyone! haha But being a klutz doesnt stop me from dancing. Im not in any dance groups right now or in competitive dancing, but I love to dance. So come over to my house and we'll dance in my room. Take me to a party and we'll burn up the dance floor. I just like to dance because its fun, really! I dont do slow dancing though. lol Im afraid of heights! But I love to go to the extreme until I burst out screaming and crying and begging for help. lol I dont like ferris wheels. They go up really high and they're slow. Rollar coasters on the other hand, they're another story. Once you get on, five seconds later you're off. Ferris Wheels dont give you that shaky leg feeling when you get off. lmao I love music. My IPOD (music player) is always with me and right now has about 400 songs and more to come. Since I live in America, Im not really into American music as much. I only have about 15 favorites. I am more into Japanese, Korean, Chinese, and Filipino music. TO me, American music these days are getting....perverted. I like foreign because I learn something new from them. I dont understand sometimes, but I still sorta learn the language and culture and I like that. :) I like anything but screamo, rap, and metal. Im a photographer so say cheese!! Im more into taking photos of myself and friends then nature, but im starting to love it. So dont be surprised to see me with a camera in hand. I want to be a photographer when I grow up. :) Speaking of dreams, I have alot. But I cant just choose right away. Right now, as of July 1, 2010, I am only 15. Its too early to choose what I want to be. But its never too early to dream. :) I love to dream! I write down some of my dreams that I love the most. I edit, add on, and re-edit them into stories. I tell others I love them because they're something special that came into my life. I tell you "I love you" because its just me. I love to say "I love you" because to me its telling you that you're now one of my special friends that have a special meaning in my life. so RAWR!!

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