Some thoughts about learning English

It seems that practicing English language truly helps me with reading or listening English ... I have been learning English for more than 10 years since school. I feel quite ashamed that still I don't speak this amazing language very well and freely. Of course, thanks to my interest in musical art, I have a great passion about my knowledge in English, especially these last years. There are so many interesting books, films, interviews about music and even complete operas are written in English. I'm incredibly impressed by these treasures! So finally I started carefully learning and practicing reading and listening. I've read one very useful book in English for my basic job (It's quite big). It was difficult but I attempted to take each opportunity to do this work from the beginning to end and read other English literature. At the same time I started listening more... I've listened a lot of interviews with my favorite musicians and it often was with French, Italian, Russian accent. I've watched some films that I've also watched in Russian, my first language. Gradually I started to understand quite well different types of English (American English is the most convenient for me to be honest). But one (and very big) thing I still can't do is a my own ability to speak English. I think I don't have a big troubles with the pronunciation but I can't construct sentences fast and freely. It makes me absolutely incapable to talk to somebody. I always forget a lot of English words that I know and recognize easily in other people's speech. Ability to actually (literally!) think in English very freely is one of my main personal dreams... Sorry for the egocentricam. This text is a sort of language practicing at first :)

I'm in the mood for learning English

I have been learning English a little harder since last week.
I watch a 10 minutes TV program for English beginners everyday.
I write a short text on italki as well. Also, I write a short text on italki everyday.
Sometimes I read a textbook.
Lately, I have started practicing speaking in English with some language partners.
They help me a lot and I appreciate them very much.
Now, I am in the mood for English.
If I learn English harder, my English skills will be better.
I hope I can keep my study plan.

Would you please check my writing? Thank you.