hi, Allen.
i am sorry for what u have been through recently. i can give you no advice but i would like to ask you a question: is there a possibily that other reasons may also exist besides not flattering your boss ,which makes the office working enviornment uneasy.
i think your concerns and low mood is very common and everyone gets depressed and confused periodically.
by the way, i just read a few of your comments on italki, they r not bad and some being rather interesting. Thanks, for your words have brought something new to me today.

to be by your side(Nick Cave)

if you havent figure out what is the right job for you, or if u are not qualified to find a desirable job, you may think about further study. it will give you 3 years to think or better prepared. That is at least what i had been done. you may criticize me for being so "job_orianted". i have to to do so, that 's what real life about. one of my friends once told me "settle your job at the very beginning, then your hobbies" that is so true.