"Be Yourself" That is a quote that was common in a whole world to give someone a motivation. But for me, it just words that's not matched to me ..

As you need to know, i'm an inferiority and a coward. I can't be who i am, and i always did what people would likes me to.

Everytime i want to be myself and pretending not to hear anyone's comments, i regret it and thought that it was a mistake and i need to fix it.

(Unfortunately, i know that it's the best choice to do since it was the 'right' things on an ideal life)

And as you guess, finally i did what they have said to me. It's horrible that you can't live a life that you want, but at least i know that they loves me and won't me to do bad things.

So, it makes me thought "yeah, i did right and no need to worry about anything because they would protect me as long as i followed their rules".

Maybe you wonder what did i do that everyone's commenting about. It was ....

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- fyi, this monologue apparently appears in my head. It's not my story, but i've found this on someone's notebook a long ago. It was written in other language, and i indistinctly remembered it. Then, i tried to wrote it back here in english so i could know how's my english writing skills.

Thank you ..

How to use this app? Hi, i'm new here. And i confused how to use this app?

I mean like when should i take the lesson? And are all the lesson are paid?

Actually i'm looking for a free way to learn languages [emoji] (besides duolingo)