hi dear i know your lover i talk to him before in the first i didn't want you to love him because i felt that i love you that i want you you have a pure heart and i talked to your boy i said to him that i will get you sooner or later but i didn't know that he can give up so easily because when i talk to him he seems that he loves you so much and that he will fight against the whole word just for a little smile from you but seriously after what you are writing about him i saw that you are loving him so much but i don't understand why did he do that and he loves you so much too i hope that everything betwen you will fix and to hear the last part of your story but it will be the happier one i can understand why you cannot face the world especialy your friend because you think she did that to you in a way or an other you are too young and there's a lot chances in front of you don't lose your life if he loves you for real he will back to you he will back to you honey don't be sad there's GOD and he will makes you back to him because it's not fear to make two flying hearts be away from each other care to yourself i hope that i'm stoping you in the wright time