https://youtu.be/ofPVTNr-aX0

https://youtu.be/9bcuygZSScw

https://youtu.be/ahOMczXwSUE

Probably, you have a lack of the unconditional love to you from closer people around and you can't love yourself unconditionally. You think that you should struggle for the respect and the right to be loved.

1) At first, recall that you are a being and you are a part of the Entire (you may say a part of God, or a part of Tao, etc., whatever is more comfortable for you).

2) Before you had come to this world you already existed.

3) You are neither your profession, nor your education, nor your skills-and-talents, nor your family status, nor your name-surname, nor your nationality, nor your gender, nor even a biological type of a human. WHO ARE YOU?! READ THE FIRST PARAGRAPH IN THE BEGINING. And ALL THE ITEMS LISTED IN THE THIRD PARAGRAPH ARE JUST YOUR ACQUISITIONS! 

4) Refuse from the passion to compare youself with other people. It becomes easy if you do the first three steps properly. Just say honestly: "I ACCEPT THE REALITY AS IT IS"

5) Simply create the masterpiece of your life. Passionately, with a sunlight inside

I guess it would be a more or less hard trial. It depends on one's ability to accept people with all their strengths and weaknesses. Just imagine you can read other thoughts. In this case you become aware about all tiny moments when your relatives and beloved persons were nearly to betray you or they even did it. Probably they regret and feel shame about it. But in those critical moments their weakness had manifested at least in their minds. It seems the only way to prevent turning your life in hell is cultivating your personal ability to accept the reality as it is, including people with their weaknesses and disabilities. I think a good example is to imagine as if you are a Сhristian priest and you are listening a confession of your church member. What should be your next step? It's not your ultimate role to burst out with blaming your parishioner.You should have your duty to help him or her. Or you can imagine as if you are a psychiatrist like me ))) A priest mostly receive visitors who have more or less ability of self-criticism. My patients often lose it absolutely.

https://youtu.be/LuMtuderdz0

Алексей! "...чихать я хотел... гнусного сайта..." Восхитительно! Про выпады в сторону наших соседей напомню: кто обзывается, тот сам так называется. Чтобы это понять, достаточно начать хоть немного критично начать относиться к информации из зомбоящика. Я мог бы достаточно привести иллюстраций из личного жизненного опыта, из российских реалий, показывающих, что и без наколотых свастик можно прекрасно исповедовать и практиковать ту идеологию. Но чувствую, что будет достаточно продолжить читать высказывания некоторых товарищей здесь

Алексей,

всё-таки напомню правила этого сайта, которые запрещают дискуссии на религиозные и политические темы. Тем более в такой негативной манере