I see only darkness before me,

There are two roads in front of me, the left one means high level but low benefit, and the right one means the opposite. I have no idea which one is the right one, maybe both of them are right or both are wrong. I don't expect that anyone can tell me the answer, and I know nobody can tell at all. One's future just can be held by oneself, no matter what choice  you make today, you'll have to face it's consequences good or bad by yourself someday in the future. Some people call this destiny, some others call it luck. Anyway the step is the one you have to take today ,and once you are on the road with what you choose, you can never go back. What a cruel thing that is! I'm afraid of my unknown future, I see only darkness before me.