do what? I have meet the things u said ,I think. dont worry. and we all have dreams, I have a dream that one day i can drive my girl friend with the car whose mark is BMW, but you konw the BMW car is very expensive, I cant charge it now, even after ten years, I ll not charge it. but ,I am fighting for it. i study hard for that when i gradute from the university , I can get a good job. hehe
so , nothing is impossible, and just do it . and we are friends , we can help each other