A horrible August I haven't written something for a long time. But I keep reading every day, book, newspapers and English blog. I read all I got it. It's a horrible August to me, Test, OT and other terrible thing happened in this month. I have no idea how the handle all the thing. Sometimes I avoid myself to think it that I can feel comfortable However Problems still here, I just cheat myself. "It always becomes a problem when you solve it " said Jonson (A Chinese Reporter). I love this sentence because it happened to me. It's about my job, I notice some problem on early but it still not a big deal as time goes on I got a more and more warming email sometimes I ever got the error message. What is going on? What happen? The system looks good and everything is fine. I check every single page and every single code to try to find out what happened and why the system sent me an error message. Finally, I fix it out, Yes, The reason becomes the "Not big deal".

About Love Recently I read a topic named "What is feeling when you love a girl". That is the normal topic but the writer gives me a new perspective. Love is strange. You love your mother, father but is not like love a girl. I dare to say you will be nervous when you meet your lover or date your lover. It different love with your family which could make you happy says and jealous some something could let you hate some people you had love before.

Diary I have not written a diary for a while Not no time to do this is because I afraid it. I had tried to read and write an English diary every day just wanted to improve my English but I can gain Noting at the end of my insisting. Just like a dummy man, Wanted to explain something to another with English but No vocabulary can use when I wrote or talked. Although I had a list of English Vocabulary. What should I do? I don't want to give up to learn English it so important to me.

Do we you hate to do Many people always say do you love to do. Don't push yourself too much. To be honest I do not agree with it. I think to do what you hate to do is better than do what you love to do. Like, play a computer game and reading. Playing computer game it looks like the best option for your after work, but Reading is another option for you, Although computer game is more inserting than reading, But it can not improve you. I read an article named "Try the hate think" on "Medium" the writer gives the reader a list of what people "hate to do". Like Exercise, Eat Vegetable, Go to school, Clen, Write etc... Actually, all this thing can improve us to be better.

Chapter 4 Continuing Chapter 3, After Lin Lan died Tow boys became orphan, They play, eat, sleep together no one talk with them, However, they feel happy. Truth said when I read this chapter, I felt a little sad for them. The most darkness time in China is 1966~1976, Unforturnlly they grow up in that time. My mother told me something about happened in the ten years. many people died by one man words. How awful you can not imagine. Everyone become crazy and foolish. Two boys growing up day by day, they can not go to school in that time because of no one case about it.

Chapter 3 Lin Lan die of a headache as well as the two little boys don't know what is die. Song Guang saw his mother laid on the bed and aways told him "You need to take care of your brother No matter how hard you are". "Yes, I will, Ever if the rest the last food, I would give him" Said Song Guang. Lin Lan show smile of her face and said: "No, half is you, half is Lin Guang Tou". After Lin Lan dead, Two boys has live with their grandfather, Fact is their become orphan, No one talk with them and No one play with them.