A country might be administered and control by the government but the contribution of every person at a certain level is noticeable. It is true official authority of a country to the government. However, a person who sleeps on the street, a “beggar”, can equally contribute to making our country better similarly as a prosperous person. An ancient adage is “to make your country clean you should make yourself dirty”. It is presumed that government can make it better by themselves. But that is not applicable, we should start at small scale to see the changes at a big level. Even the government doesn’t know properly the problem people face, which is apparent to general members of society only. For example, if a street light had broken, which caused an accident due to a slight incandescent in the area. People don’t take issues personally until it becomes intertwined with their personal life. It is the responsibility of people to make their society joyful. Change doesn’t come by itself. It is necessary to measure our activity from a few years back activity and observe changes, if there is no impact on your activity then you are developing. It is also necessary to contribute to changes whether a small but continuous such as participating in volunteer program near your home. Furthermore, a small contribution to teaching someone else is also plausible. The most important idea is to show patriotism for your country as similar as you show it towards your family. Home is virtual and is a subordinate of the environment. Thus, blind faith to ones country development is spurred by observing your changes and contributing to small changes which can become big one day.

I finally finished reading the book. It was quite interesting, I had never read a novel like this before. SPOILER ALERT I already watched the movie and I liked it too. But I have to admit that reading the novel gives you a global view of the story. You know what the main character thinks and feels. It's a really convincing and captivating book. It's not like other stories where the romance is too obvious, "Call me by your name" doesn't fall into that cliché. While reading, you can enjoy the falling in love process and its struggle. Since it's not a boy-girl love story, at the beginning the characters are reluctant to accept they feel attracted to each other, especially Oliver (the older guy) who thinks he can hurt Elio's feelings (the younger one). When they finally start their relationship, secretly because at some point they feel shameful, you realize their love is like a boy-girl love. There are no differences. They are just two human beings in love. You empathize with Elio and understand him. I think reading the book was worth it. It's very well written and realistic too. Even though I didn't like the ending. It's not a happy ever after ending. Actually, I think is a heartbreaking story when you finish reading it. But I think the author had a reason to choose that ending. Maybe it didn't make sense if he wrote a different ending. It hasn't been the only sad book I have ever read. "Atonement" by Ian McEwan was also a heartbreaking book. It's really interesting when you find a good book and you connect yourself with the story from the beginning. I definitely recommend this book.

Your lyrics really touch me. I still can't believe that you're gone. I love Peep. Like you said "When I die, you will love me."

(I miss him too :( )

Sometimes you just need to be alone. Yes! Because you must know that silence is important to your life too. And when you are only with your thoughts you can find answers easily too. So, don't worry if you are alone right now! It is good, trust me.