My experience in high school
Back when
I was in elementary school, everything was just like a dream...
I could surround myself with
the ones who were my friends and everything would be ok.
I have always been really shy so when we started high school, everyone started opening themselves
up and
they belonged to a bigger group
, but
I didn't
. It didn't appeal
t to me
though.
I guess wanting to remain in my co
mfort zone made me go through a bad secondary
school (alt: high school) period.
I would go skating, walking, to the cinema or to the bowling
alley with my friends but they didn't see eye-to-eye with me anymore. My conception is
that they felt accepted in that group and
they didn't want to go with Jorge, the nerd, so their popularity wouldn't decrease... How superfi
cial teenager
s life can be, right? To be honest,
I have never forgiven them for doing so.
They wouldn't hang out with me but they wanted me to listen to them
every time they were into trouble.
Because I had been bullied before
so I just stayed quiet
always and
tried to avoid eye contact with another human as much as possible so
I wouldn't get hurt
.The only reason
I wasn't crying in the bathroom every single
recess was
that I had my
Muslim friend Aisha
. However, nowadays we are not friends any longer because
Islam forbids friendship between men and women so...
Probably When you have low self-esteem people do what they want with you and it can be a tough time.
When 3rd grade arrived
, I was a ruin
out of a person. The student who was repeating course
s was behind me and she seemed scary and dangerous. When she got closer to ask me if we could eat together because she didn
't want to go with
neither of the preppies or thugs,
I was amazed by how kind she actually was.
Nowadays
, I can't believe how
I was scared by my best friend at that time. Meeting her is one of the best things that
has ever happened to me
. She demonstrated
me what true friendship is and has never let me down since
our first shared laughter.
Teenagers can
sometimes be cruel
sometimes, but we have to stand up for ourselves because with attitude, we can change whatever
/anything.
Very good work!!