Bills

I took a cold shower, using water from the well in my garden. After I warmed up a bit of milk and I made a coffee on a camping stove. My that  my sister gave me. that, s She loves trekking and she is super equipped.
Finally I went out to buy candles. I'm studying at night and I need the light for many (you may also say forvthe late hours depending on thevmessage youbare trying to convey) hours.
No, I do not live in jail, I just forgot to pay the bills.

I want to tell you guys about the man that I loves.

Please do correct me of I'm wrong.

He's to tall if not I've try to tackle him a long time. (This sentence is confusing, what are you trying to convey woth this sentence?) But, even I try I'm probably can't win his heart because I'm not his taste/ideal girl. I'm quite sure about that since  he used to have one an ex-girlfriend that have a big beautiful eyes and there's one time I coincidently saw him watching one staff another girl  for sure. She's also one of our co-workers' friend (it may be easier to say, she is a friend  to a co-worker) . He watched that girl without a blink (blinking) and that girl have beautiful big eyes as well just like how his ex-girlfriend before. And me? I don't have big eyes like the other girls because my eyes a small but, I don't mind about that. I'm grateful with the eyes that god have given to me. He's really a nice man, we used to be a friend for a few months. He is the first man that I ever treated to KFC, why not him ever realized my existenced (using the word "why"like this turns this sentence into a question.) Ya, I know he's only thinks of me as a friend. He once call me a ninja boy LOL. By the way, do you know what does that's means? He didn't think me as a girl, maybe?. But I'm not a tomboy, it just that the way I'm speaking, I'm  not really like any other girls that's all. My face looks like a girl and many people say I'm cute hahaa shame on me. Okay, continue back to the stories, I'm wondering why he broke up with his ex-girlfriend? From what I know his ex got married with another man. Arghhh poor him, I know he's a nice man, why you did that to him girl, why? I do feel symphaty sympathy with for him.

There's one time his sister came at to our work place. He talked with his sister with a very soft, nice voices ohh myyy. Even my friend said that he talked with his sister like he talking with his girlfriend hahaa. Guess what, he's my first male friend that I feel I talked freely. We once talked about quitting job and try to find a new job together. I'm also talked about motorcycle with him that's something that I've never done with any other man except my own brother. As you can see, that's that shows how much I miss him right now.