I'm jealousy you. I met and becamne a friend in Paris. He's from Argentina. He goes around the world. He is freelance. He stayed at Australia with his girlfriend because she lives there. I'm jealousy him. Because he is freedom. He doesn't be nothing to bind. I guess it's his effort and I don't know his life. But I praise him to get his freedom obediently although I don't tell it him. I also want to get a economical freedom like him.

with? for? ×I am overwhelmed a variety of common sense. ○I am overwhelmed "with" a variety of common sense. ×because I think there is no everlasting relationship except soul mates. ○because I think there is no everlasting relationship except "for" soul mates. why?

I am overwhelmed against a various of common sense. I am usually overwhelmed common sense people say me. It's OK to tell me it but I don't feel better if they press me it. What's common sense? It's incomprehensible. It's OK to have a opinion but I doubt the opinion you have is really your opinion or not. I usually think who has benefit its common sense? I usually think what is it for? I think the reality is by person. If the person think so, the reality will be exact. It's OK even if the reality is difference depending on person. Because similar people gather together. If the reality of the person change, man leaves his group. It's normal. So it's important for me to cherish my tie with people. Because I think there is no everlasting relationship expect sole mate. The beginning is the beginning of the end. The end is the end of the beginning.

A volleyball world championship. I watched a volleyball world championship recently. The first, it started women's match next to men's match. Saori Kimura retired volleyball player. It was a world championship without her. Every match was good. I was excited to watch it. Men's match started from yesterday. American was too strong. There was too much power difference and it was not interesting. Today's match is France. I keep to watch the volleyball world championship.

for? to? ×But I keep it to give ”for” others. ○But I keep it to give ”to” others. why?

What's a prayer? Recently, I pay everyday. Initially, I payed only about myself. Because I suffered in my life. I became more painful the more I pay only about by myself. I started to pay for others not me gradually. Then my feeling got easier. I don't know a prayer power. I don't know the meaning. I don't think something changes by praying. But I keep it to give for others and the world because I can only do it in the absence of anything.