I'm very smart and curious about everything. However, I don't like too much noise and chaos and prefer to be alone in a quiet place. Usually I sit in a small room/ a chair and a TV and just relax and think after school as a sort of "unwinding" time. I'm funny, and I make cracks and jokes about everything, but sometimes I go too far, and I don't really notice it. I can't read people's cues and unspoken rules and whatnot, so "social norms" and "unspoken rules" and things like that are beyond me. I say what I feel about myself, a person, an event, anything and I say it out loud and proud. I don't care if people get offended by my blunt truth, because I believe that people are too sheltered from reality these days. I am constantly criticizing myself, and since I love to write and being goalkeeper, I'm always trying new things, always trying to achieve perfection in everything I do. This makes me a perfectionist and a procrastinator, and if I am assigned a project that says "do anything you want" I'm frozen. I need it to be narrowed down, I can't just go off and do ANYTHING. Give me some limitations, please. People tell me I have a sharp eye, a way with words, nice pitch concerning singing, a nice voice, a very imaginative mind, outspoken, funny, awesome, etc. But I'm modest. Of course people don't understand that there are so many people out there that are better at what I do than me currently. And I strive to achieve their status so that I can feel comfortable with myself. I do not like public displays of affection; it seems...crude, cheesy, inappropriate in a way. I also don't like getting too close to people, for I know that many people change their minds and attitudes so quickly that I won't be able to keep up with the times, their current likes, their current dislikes; why don't people just stick to something and follow through? I mean, stop hating and dating her, stop cussing him out and then holding hands with him the next minute. It confuses me.