The first! Recognition!

This is my first note here. I wrote this note for myself. I hope to write well, in a way that who reads this thinks, wow, this guy has a great future. Maybe he can be a great English writer, even though English is not his native language.
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For someone this might that I want more than I can, but I'd like to be a big writer. To put down my words, to say things to the people and they think that I can help them. Of course, when we do things like this in reality we are looking for something that in a way is,I believe, asking for help.

Some people say that a writer, a singer, an artist and politicians, in general are looking for recognition, fame and money. But, in fact, I believe, these guys and other kinds of activities are related to self-recognition, one way to cure our lives, soul and self-need. They all, I include myself, wish to be wanted, needed for someone or something for the world. Am I wrong?