well,this question is very hard to answer it make me remember bad things from past any way. as jura said,but he didnt even know i existed this occur for me more than one time in past as i was shy to tell any one about my feelings but what really affect me,that my relative and my neighbours at the same time he was care for me,but troubles occur between our families i always think that his care was love,i love him many years in my heart i thaught that true pasion,feelings appear in eyes,without talk but i become shocked when he get married,now he has abeautiful girl this experience was hard for me ,but it cause good changes in my personality made me sure that there is difference between what we thaught,what occur