12. 31 diary I played Costco with my father. We have many dialogue. Father said, "when your grandma thinks, I have tears in my eye." Let me explain my garndma present situation, she is live in sanatorium because all of her's child felt awkward her escot... She is Nourish elaborate 8 childs, but that's consequence is it. Felt that way, I also sad. If my father has little more money, grandma escot my home and emply a caregiver... but caregiver... hmm... roughly 2,000,000won(dollars about 1655$) need every month. That's a litte big spends. Besides, my mother opposed stubbornly. I thinked this way, maybe other sibling's spouse was opposed but unmarried my aunt insisted feel sick because grandma can't escot... Primitively, visited Costco's reason is present for my grandma. but that's late time, visiting grandma plan was postponeded in Sunday. We talked about our future. Plan of pay debts and things for some years ahead. surrounding people envied my father beacuse he is CEO, but this made up debt :( ... Anyway, after talk my feelings, our future is not dark. Just I do well, all prblem is all right. except me, Just I will gather heart.