Finally, my last student life at university has started but I can’t help feeling fears. That’s because almost all classes are boring. I will be able to stand the uncomfortable situation if their contents are interesting. However, I think that there are no meaning that I take part in that severe environment. Let me take what I like!

I became 4th grader in my university. However, I am not glad to know this fact. That’s because my GPA is not high so It is too difficult to graduate. I think that it is very hassle because the classes of school are boring. However, I must graduate just in 4 years because if I failed to do that, it will be wasting of time, money, parents’ effort and my life.

Today, I heard surprising information. One of my favorite writer said that he is going to publish a newest novel; “Life hates me.” The writer name is Iori Kannzaki. I introduced him when I was writing the second post of “italki.” He also made a song which has the same title of this novel about ten years ago. The lyrics of this song is very too hard to listen happily because there are so many words that are screaming people’s anger, sorrow, hates and resignation for their living society. “ Do not say I want to die, never give to live up. It is ridiculous to say that a song like that is correct.” I love these lyrics because they teach us that they are pretty words. I think that hey are the same meaning as saying “ Die” for people who wants to live more. He is often singing the screams instead of us who are not digesting their true emotions. Moreover, he also encourages us when he sings the last main part. “ You and me will die someday, but we are desperately living. Be alive!” When I am tired to live, I always listen to this marvelous song. Shall we sing this song together?

I really hate me because I usually do not do my task which is decided to finish by me. For example, “I do my homework for English presentation on Tuesday”. However, I finally do it last days until the deadline, so its degree of completion is not good for me. Why don’t I start doing my tasks on the enough time. There are simple and serious reasons of psychological perspective. First, choosing the alternative actions are the big problems when I do my tasks. It shows that I imitate to overlook the important things because of the difficulty which they have. Did you have the experiences that you suddenly cleans your room when you are studying for the exam? People unconsciously escape the situations when they are encountering the difficult dimension such as working and studying. Second, we usually postpone the date of doing tasks because we spent time for cleaning the rooms. Some theories said that the longer you delay working on these tasks, the more troublesome they become to finish. In addiction to, this problem does not related with whether the deadline exists or not. If you want to accomplish something, please be careful delaying and changing your real goals.

Today, I learned two things about PC and smartphones. First, I learned the functions of “Microsoft Excel” which is used for writing like “Microsoft Word.” I have already known this filed as role for making figures since when I was junior high school student. After entering high school, I learned that “Excel” is the tool of making sentences in the information class. My father so surprised at the unbelievable fact and I embarrassed myself. Updating my old one of the stereotypes, I am going to try to use “Excel” when I must write reports. Second, I also learned that the plan of smartphones. When I was talking with my family about whether to replace broken smartphones, I knew “the anytime exchanging program.” This is the program that the users can change their mobile phone until they pay the monthly fee. Moreover, they can exchange their smartphones to new type one starting twenty third months later. In other words, you can continue to use the brand-new phones in every releasing time by using this subscription. However, I think that it is better to continue to use the first replacing phones than repeating this system. That’s because it is cheaper than repeating Payments of the fee. How about you? Please give your opinions!

I have a conference about my circle’s activity with seminal members. We made the place which can express our thinking during conversations. Recent year, people who feel disconnectedness have been increasing by improving SNS such as X and Instagram. If you have lots of followers, you may receive bad affect to your mentality because you compare your life and others happily one. Continuing this custom, you may be disappointed in yourself, and you can not live your life. Therefore, we made this community for making people to have the power that they survive this complicated society with capacity of expressing their self. There is the place that members can talk about their interest such as music, sports, overseas and about politics. Most Japanese people can not talk about politics with their family and friends if one of them likes doing that. There is no one to reject the content of member’s interest each other. You can grow your expression up by changing and installing others’ talking and point of view. Moreover, you will also equip the confidence that you can show your closer aspect of your important feelings. However, we are facing the serious problems that it is difficult to correct the members of this community. That’s because we are not showing the concrete value which most people can understand easily. Understanding and exposing own real feelings to others is so fear because we are afraid of negative reactions. Please give us advice to make this community better!

Today, I talked about reasons why most Japanese like baseball with my friends. Unfortunately, I don’t like baseball although I was born in Japan. That’s because it is too long to watch and there are many difficult rules. My friends said that the roles of baseball are changed by the obvious timing “three outs.” Therefore, the players also can change their mind easily. Other friend said that there are not physical contact in this sports. Japanese bodies are not bid and muscle when are compared to foreigners’ player. In fact, basketball is not suitable because American and Chinese player are very tall, so they can get the point by throwing ball to the goal about three meters higher. When this discussion has finalized, I suddenly realized one characteristics of Japanese people. That is responsibility that they manage to accomplish tasks which are distributed each other. I have heared baseball’ s position have obvious roles that is decided such as Short, Second and Third. That players can concentrate only their ordered tasks. At the result, these actions will make their winning. What do you think these ideas? Please tell me your opinions!

I love reading books because I can feel emotion like traveling another world. Today, I am going to introduce one of my favorite books. The title is “Bottle Neck,” which was written by Honobu Yonezawa. He is Japanese famous writer, especially field of horror mystery. He already had thought the idea of this story since he was a university student. He finally made it be novel in 2006, which is 5 years anniversaries of his writer’s life. Ryo was coming to cliff which his lover died, and he fell from there to ocean. When he woke up, he was lying down on the bench. When he was thinking this strange experience, he met a woman who named Saki. She was his old sister who died before she was born. He understood that he wandered another world because he realized many different points compared to his living world. Good relations of his parents, still working the local restaurant. Moreover, he met his died old brother and his lover! He was also aware the fact that it is better than the situation which he does not exist, and he is “Bottle Neck” of this world. This book asks you one question “What is a value of existing human. If you want to know the conclusion,please buy this one right now!