hard experience in childhood

One of my the hardest experiences in my childhood was with my aunt. My aunt was in ninth nine and I was in the eighth eight.

My grandmother was has had a farm with a lot of sheep and chickens.  In One day when we were in at my grandmother's farm, my aunt and I have seen saw a small chick trying to hatch out of the its egg.  We felt pity for it because his its mother was gone dosen't exist.

 My aunt said: "Let's take this chick home and take care of it."
I agreed to the idea and she took the chick. Then, she washed it.  After that, we brought to it water and some of eating food.  and We thought that he it could eat by himself itself.

 After that, we went out to play and let left him it alone for almost two or three hours. After that, we go went back to check it and we found it dead.

That was very difficult hard on me.  At that time I cried a lot and saddened on him and i felt sorry because of our foolish act.

ah, it makes sense now...  Thank you

Could you also use the past-participle of sehen, or does that change the meaning?  Instead of "ich habe ihn dem Pferd einen Apfel geben sehen", could you say "ich habe ihn dem Pferd einen Apfel geben gesehen"?

Stop the world I want to get off

Well, this is my third month in the USA, and despite the english that I can write here, when I try to speak at work I just forget all the words.  I can´t create a basic sentence and I just screw everything up. I had to make a presentation about a technology issue, and when I started to speak about the data files, the system, the rights, all that stuff, I just forgot the words. I'm very frustrated now, and winter is almost here.  I don´t have a car, hahaha.  Yesterday I found that my credit card was cloned, and I spent two hours reporting the problem to the bank.  By then it was midnight, so I went to sleep.  Today I was getting ready to go to the office and the smoke alarm started to beep.  Nothing was happening, but I was scared because I didn't know the reason.  There were also some changes in the organization, ufff.  I thought it would get easier, but it hasn't. I just want go to sleep but I feel stressed.  I am just trying to figure out how to do a good job without these "issues".  I am worried most of time.  I know that it´s going to take a while but I feel that I can't speak when I'm with my colleagues. I went to the gym today and I thought it would help me relax, but I feel like my head is going to explode.

What a week!

That sounds like a rough week...  I hope it gets better for you!  :-)