this morning

Last night, I wanted to write this very much. But it was too late at that time that I couldn't get up to go online. However, I don't want to write it anymore. Anyway, I'll write on paper to give my mind some relief. I joined a writing test about my hostel(?), and my essay will be posted in a group. My responsibility is tell everyone to press a "like" and "share" button for me. To do this, I must ask some friends who I rarely contact. I felt very embarrassed because it seems I just contact with them when I need. I mean, it seems I took advantage of them. Although I thought I shouldn't do that, but I did. I thought about it hard. Finally, I went to sleep and woke up in the next morning with the plans which I set before.
A cousin, who I've realy had contact with, recently invited me to go out for some drinking with him. I felt surprised and very glad. He and I used to be close to each other when we were children. He is as old as I am. He's my brother because his mom is my mom's sister ( As is our custom, we are called follow our mom or dad(?)).
I eat meat and noodles recently instead of rice, as I did before. I know that rice is better than noodles but I'm not really interested in eating rice anymore. Rice is very difficult for me to swallow right now.